You are not alone

The fact that I do a lot of energy work is no secret. Doing this is what helped me let go of my broken dreams, what helped me heal and let go of the past. It is what helped me let go of control and embrace change, embrace Life. To grow! To allow myself to flow where Life is talking me instead of fighting the currents to get where I thought I wanted to get. It’s also what taught me how to consciously create the life I want and how to be constantly open to updating my ideas about what kind of life I want. How to listen to my intuition and follow it. How to listen to my heart. But most importantly it is what taught me to trust Life. To trust that everything is happening for me, not to me. To enjoy the good and accept the bad and learn from it. To see it as a blessing in disguise. To actually see how everything in my life is a blessing.

A friend told me today that she really admires me for my level of trust. How I blindly trust Life. And I told her that this is not blind trust. It’s a trust that was built in three years of energy work on myself, step by step. By healing so many things that hurt me in the past and seeing how all that actually helped me and made me who I am today. And I told her that I remember the moment that the shift happened and the trust became complete. It was when something that seemed completely horrible for me happened and I said “Creator, I know this is happening for me but right now I definitely can’t see how”. In one day everything got resolved and it helped me own something I was really afraid of owning. It all worked out for the best. That’s the moment I said, “Okay, now I trust!”. That was more than a year ago and ever since, it never let me down.

Especially this year, it was one of my biggest blessings. When all events got postponed and all of the sudden I had no new clients and a whole gap year, I just trusted it’s for the best. And now, at the end of the year, I truly believe it was. I had a full year I could use for myself, for my growth. To do all the things I wanted to do for myself but never could because of my lack of time. To allow Life to guide me in a new direction. Right now I believe that 2021 would be no different in terms of events. And I honestly don’t know what will come for me, but I know that I will be okay. I completely trust that no matter, what, I will be okay.

Having all my business planes postponed for at least one year, in the last months I chose to allow Life to guide me in a new direction professionally. I knew what my skills are, but I had no idea where to go. For the first time ever, I had no end goal in mind. So I just went with the flow with only one intention in mind: to enjoy what I do. This brought some really interesting things in my life and boosted my confidence in my abilities so much more than I thought was possible. I got to do again things I haven’t done for years and which I thought I wouldn’t like doing again. And the funny thing is that I discovered new ways of doing them, ways that I enjoyed way more than how I used to do all that before. I got to rediscover my skills and this made me really proud of them and of who I am as a professional. I got to enjoy doing things I never thought I will do again in my life, other than for my business. It all turned out so well that I had a huge click. For the first time in my life, instead of focusing on a goal I want to achieve and put everything I have in it, I focused on how I wanted to feel and I just relaxed and enjoyed what I ended up doing.

This created a huge shift in me, transforming me from an over-achiever, focused on getting to a certain goal, to being focused on how I feel while I create what I am inspired to create. And guess what, the right clients, who want exactly what I would love to create, come to me and ask me for exactly that.

All of this led me to a very important moment today. During a healing, I was finally ready to set myself free from the confinements of society and allow myself the complete freedom I needed to create my life with the full trust that I can manifest and attract what I want. Exactly how more than a year ago a click was made and I completely trusted Life to have my back, now a click was made and I got to completely trust that I can create the life I want and allow myself the freedom to do it. Now I know how! And this feeling is absolutely amazing! An amazing cocktail of happiness, gratitude, power, joy, understanding, certainty and trust.

After this I went out to treat myself to my favorite coffee and on the way there, I started listening to music. Life always communicates with me through music and the first song that started was such a beautiful message from Life! How can it get any better than this? ♥️

Hold on to me as we go
As we roll down this unfamiliar road
And although this wave is stringing us along
Just know you’re not alone
‘Cause I’m going to make this place your home

Settle down, it’ll all be clear
Don’t pay no mind to the demons
They fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found
Just know you’re not alone
‘Cause I’m going to make this place your home

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